There is a saying ' if you laugh too much,you will cry too much '.This is true in my case.Everybody gets married to be happy but it happened exactly the opposite with me.Is it a crime that i want to be myself after marriage.Why should i change for anyone when i didnt change for my parents.They gave birth to me,raised me up all these years and what did i do to them? I simply announced that i want to get married to someone of my choice.Not once i realised how they felt at that time.They would have felt betrayed..i broke their trust.Till date they have not mentioned their feelings to me.I remember the days when my mom used to convince me about this marriage but no i never paid any attention to her.I used to think that my life will be happy and rosy since i m getting married to someone who loves me.I was wrong...now my life is anything but happy.
Even today my parents dont cease to ask if i am alright living here alone.They could have turned their backs towards me and said its your problem you solve it.Each time i needed support my parents were there.I feel bad today that when it is my payback time,i am unable to do anything.

I could have given them so much of comfort but never gave.I long to tell that i miss my mom's food,dad's jokes i miss my home.i just wish i can turn back time and run back to my place,my home.